oh no. been sooo long. what to do. been quite busy and tired and stuff. cant help it. felt depressed a couple of days ago. for like couple of hours? den i fell back to my usual slumber. feeling much better today though. cuz last night slept early. rejuvenated. although slept during english...
sec4. its weird lar. i only started sleeping in class this year. amazing huh. i actually tried to sleep in prev years but nv really succeeded totally. quite sad when u come to think of it. but its gd. cuz no matter wat im still listening. now its a diff story of cuz. can sleep until the teacher's voice becomes a blur. or dun exist. before i snap myself back to reality. our class seating arrangement sux. u sit alone. and im sitting at the back and the teachers dun really care about me cuz they care about idiots like timmo who fail all the way and dun listen in class too. this way. it creates a perfect environment to sleep in some lessons. which is pretty bad. now no one to talk to. only got the man. earlier this year derrick kept me awake. now got one stupid fella who keeps spouting nonsense in front of me and weifang n xieheng beside me. sleep time i tell u. esp when the teachers are so boring. sian man. lidat how to pay attention and start studying hard? my midyr chi is gone case i tell u. doomed. done my integration assignment though. my maths is not that dead after all. muz work work work.
hm. today had hm's tea. i tod it would be really boring but it was ok in the end. i guess it all depends on the ppl u go with yea. if they are open and raise up all the diff issues that concern us. and are daring enough to ask weird qns. we have got a great session. and it was fun at least. i din feel i wasted my time. i understand better about a lot of the stuff the sch does. and its enlightenment i guess. =)
soccer update. we beat vs 4-3 although i played like shit. spq wonder fluke freekick won it. hahaha. interclass socccer start also. beat 4P 2-0. madness. its gonna be a rough comp man. got a knock on my weak ankle and a big bruise on my right shin. time for battle!! tmr vs 4B. muz win!!!!!! =)
finally. convention. it was a totally last min decision that i went for it in the end. even missed yf for it. but at the end of it. i was glad i went. i really learned a whole lot from the ppl there. and met new ppl too!! real nice ppl too. =). life lessons. how to treat ppl better. appreciating ppl. all in the name of peer support. real real good. took away some gd memories from there too. and one thing's for sure. my mindset on my life and stuff has changed over the past week or so. hope its for the better.
last words. nightcrawler is super cool. ability + spiritually strong. awesome. =)
i think a while ago. we might have had it all
i was so stupid then. i needed time to grow
den now as things change. as well my feelings do.
i am so sick of this. i am so tired of chasing u.
so why do they care when we all seem to lose.
u make me depressed with all the things u do.
by playing those games as i wait for ur call.
so now i give up. so gdbye and so long........
its not a change of pace. this time ill get it right.
its not a change of taste. i was the one there last night.... (cont'd)
actually wrote this during physics. heh.. btw. its untitled by blink 182. it rocks.
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